Back.

Oh. Hi. I stopped blogging since a year ago. Or probably more than that. Yup. I'm back. Cause its semester break. And I have plenty of time. Trying to carve out my own history. So that I have something to read when i grow older. Probably. Haha. Ok. School. Its going well. As of how I planned it would be like. GPA improving. Hope the school will send me to UK for internship, I really need that for my university studies. Yup, for a person like me. Its hard for me to trust people, somehow. But I kind of found a friend in Poly. Sophia. She has been with me since the start. I think one of her is probably enough to make my poly life amazing. Although there are still so many things in poly I am unhappy of. She is the one that made everything well and happy. I'm just lucky I guess. To know someone like her. I'm starting work soon. I hate school though. Poly life is tough as heck. Its a matter of surviving or drowning. No true friendship happening in class. Sophia is not my classmate. Its a tough competition, not only about studies, about mind games and relationships. It probably took a lot of guts from me to accept the fact that I'm on my own in poly. I'll do my utmost best, from what I can, where my abilities and determination bring me to. As far as I can go, I will go. I'm enjoying my holidays. A lot. Spending more time with my friends and family. Especially my folks. Probably spending the last phase of life with grand dad. This is how fragile life could get. I need to be with mom to overcome this obstacle with her. Helped grand dad exercise the other day, it reminds me of those days he gave me bananas whenever I visited him. When he was still strong and healthy. And right now, he is bed ridden. At the blink of an eye, time flew. That night, my mind was flooded with memories of grand dad. It was 3 in the morning, I cried and cried. I come to realize that I have to treasure every single person around me. Especially my parents. Although my family is not rich, my parents do not have everything I dreamt that I wanted, they are the best miracle that happened in my life. My kind of perfect. :-) Catching up with a lot of movies, dramas, variety shows! I have no money. No, I have money. I just feel that I should not spend it on SHINee world2 although I want to see the boys badly. I have to be sensible and save up. Ya thats all. I've been studying a lot. So, nothing much happened in life. Soon. I'll update often. I will!